Sorry for your loss. All I can say is hang in there, and keep hanging in there. I can somewhat relate to your loss (which was beautifully written). Three years ago on March 15 I lost my cousin (who was like a sister to me). As tough as that was and is for me, I can’t imagine what her mother feels like. She was her mother’s only child, and her father, my uncle passed away just two months before she did. I think what you wrote, perhaps gives me insight on what my cousin’s mother feels. Hang in there.